19 Mei 2013

Latrior and I would play basketball at Smansasoo basketball field. I was late, very late. So was Chagiya. Last nite he said that we would spent our Sunday morning by take a walk together and jogging, but I knew he just fell a sleep on 6 Am. How could we go then ? He asked me to leave. So I went alone without him. What the hell was that ! :(

And that was why he didn’t join with me, but then we met at Srikaya. I was very on time. He has stood right in front the gate, seemed like he arrived just now. He looked so awesome, you know. Wearing a white square pattern shirt and khaki loose trouser as usual. His blue parasite jacket was with him. And surprised, he brought his notebook this time, so we could watch some movies.

You don’t know how much I thanked God. He didn’t angry to me at all. Even when we tried to open the office’s door, you know the key was crazy, but he did it with smile and joking. What a good boy of mine! :*

He offered me to watch Harry Potter(and the Deathly Hallows First) and there were we, watched movie with just two of us a whole day. The fact was he accompanied me to watch the movie. I lied down on his chest, felt so comfort while he was hugging me. There were snacks and softdrinsk, and our love absolutely. On dzuhur time, he lead me pray. We had dzuhur pray together. :D Aaaaaaakk... What a very lovely day ! Seriously.

Once suddenly Chagiya asked, “I wonder, how could you love me ? I’m even not handsome or good.” A very naive question.

“Hey, must I have any reason? For loving you?” I asked him back. “There is no reason, i just love you this way. I love you, yourself just the way you are. Don’t you know how much I love you, Chagiya?”

“Yes, sure I know,” He hugged me then, very tightly. “And that’s why I love you too, very much, Sweetheart.” I always fall in love with his kiss.

“Promise me not to leave me, please.” I whispered right on his ear. I haven’t released my arms from his neck. Never want to, actually.

He kept silent for a second. “I can’t promise you for that. But it must be so silly if i leave someone like you, who truly love me.”

I always love him. So with his everything. His face, his voice, his smiles, his kisses, his hugs, his touches, the way he looks at me, hugs me tightly, kisses me, everything on him i love them so much.